if this still works I want to say i'm sorry for you invading my life when i wasn't ready for you; 

i'm sorry for all the times that i couldn't speek and for those that will come and will be silence;

i'm sorry that i'm younger and i want to act like that; 

i'm sorry if i don't like all your mouvies and if i spoil your enthusiast when you talk about them; 

i'm sorry if i want to say that i care about you and you don't want to hear it; 

i'm soryy if you have fears so deep that they became a way of living and you don't realise that anymore; 

i'm sorry if i'm not special for my actions but for may soul; 

i;m sorry that my life isn't spectacular and it's its ordinary that i like; 

i'm sorry if you are able to show only in time of crysis; 

i'm sorry that you have been hurt by your love; 

i'm sorry if you have problems; 

i'm sorry but i don't want to change; 

i'm sorry but i lied: i don't try anymore, i just expect things to happen.

cristina

I am sorry for: using bad judgement, suffering from bi-polar disorder, drinking to the point of oblivion, hating myself, using sex as a way to get attention, betraying trusts, lying, minimizing friendships, dating the bad guys and ignoring the good ones. Specifically I am apologize to JG, SJ, KR, JC, SS, JW, TW. Forgive me.

i'm sorry i'm not her, i'm sorry you had to leave her and go to school, i'll never be her, i won' t argue with you i won't yell at you for no reason, i'm not the mother of your son, i'm sorry. I'm sorry i'm not a virgin either, i'm sorry that i had sex with five people in four years of my life before i met you. I don't understand why you sit there and are upset with my actions when you are the one who had a child at the age of seventeen. I don't know how to tell you how much i fear you will leave me for her one day. I know you still talk to her all sweet too. she calls you baby, what do you call her? i feel as if i'm the homewrecker, i appologize for this , even though you two were broken up way before i even met you, or so i thought. I dont' know how to tell you this enough. i think i love you, but i dont know as of lately i don't feel that love, maybe i don't, i'm doing all this apologizing but i think you should be the one apologizing to me... you should tell me you're sorry for bringing me into your chaotic life. i feel like i'm twisted and tied in knots, my stomache erks with thoughts of you leaving me for her, you leaving me for what you used to have, i just don't know if i want to do this any more, i'm sorry i truely am.

elena

Hello. I apologize for this not being an apology but ...

I am walking with the Viacom / MTVN team in this year's AIDS WALK on May 18.

Last year because of your generosity I was able to raise almost $2400 for our team who in turn donated a total of $37,000.

So, let's keep this going. This year my personal goal is $3000. Yeah, I know - sort of crazy, but I think we can do this.

You can sponsor my walk two ways - either by Sponsoring A Walker (follow instructions below):

1. Go to www.aidswalk.net

2. Click on New York

3. Sponsor A Walker

4. Type Caroline O'Hare

Or you can go directly to my homepage:http://aidswalknewyork2008.kintera.org/carolinenyc

If you can, please join us on May 18 in Central Park.

Thank you for helping support the GMHC.

Caroline & The Apology Blog

Caitlin,

I'm sorry. I don't even know where to begin. I'm sorry I built a wall between us. I'm sorry that I crawl into myself and refuse to come out. I'm sorry I'm never there when you need me. I'm sorry for every lie I've ever told you, and every truth I dared not utter. I'm sorry I disappoint you. I'm sorry I haven't been everything you want me to be. I'm sorry I betrayed your trust. I'm sorry for every other person I've ever been physical with. I'm sorry for her. I'm sorry for my insecurities, and how they manifested. I am so very sorry for every time I've killed you, for every wound I've caused. It hurts me to think about, but if I could double my pain to ease yours, I would gladly. Living without you would hollow my heart, but if it's what will make you whole again, I accept. I hope, however, that the thing that will make you whole is my love. I can be the man you deserve. I know I can.

I'm sorry.

--- Justin