i'm sorry i didn't kiss you. that moment felt so right and i sat there thinking, "this, THIS, is what it's like to be in love with someone." it's different than i had expected, a whole new kind of passion and yet with the knowledge that i was completely and utterly safe to share my thoughts and ideas. that i could stay up hours upon hours, years upon years, talking with you and getting to know what you think about everything.

i want to know, and i want to share all this with you. you are everything and nothing that i knew i wanted. and i want to kiss you, again and again. and i wish i had because i have the sad feeling that i won't get the chance again -- but your heart belongs to another and i won't step over that line. i could deal with the rejection if it wasn't mutual, but i wouldn't want to put you in a place of awkwardness -- because i'd be even more sorry about that.

*Read during The Apologies show on 3/29/07*